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How i manage this life i don't know? life is crazy and i feel like a damn slave to society, consumed in work and knowledge, freedom is not free, you have to pay to get food or even to hunt an animal, unless the animal is on your land. Too many ppl are so corrupted with little things, little things such as electricity. Money means problems yet its only paper or iron, why does this simple thing make value to ppl? Why do luxuries mean so much? Who created it and to what purpose? They're just items ppl made over years. When we die none of our wealth will go with us. Some people will only remember you, but when you die after generations you will be forgotten. Or will you make history? you decide. I'm a fighter, i fight for what i love. What happened to the good values of spending time with family and friends without the use of "paid" entertainment? why is entertainment not enjoying life outdoors, in the woods, on a lake, river, ocean, on a mountain? Why aren't ppl sailing around the world or flying on kites? what happened to the open door to the world? What happened to life outside the box? when did people make certain things take control of their life? what happened to society? people today are more lazy then ever. to get your body in shape one would go to a gym or higher a trainer. no one thinks to work hard and do things on there own, thats what builds the muscle. the point of all of this is to make you think, to make you see, are we cowards hiding? are we lost? are we hidden amongst a cloud until we are exposed by the sun? why don't we fight? do we try to live peacefully? how is that working out? ask yourself.

This context is to make you think, to wonder, to know, expand your mind and don't hold back.

Shadow

A long time ago, I have seen part of my world, a glimpse of light, it was a shooting star; it light the sky so brightly and then it would fade in a flash. When it flew across the night I would only see its shadow and a peek of light coming toward me. I turn around to chase it, but then its gone before my eyes. It makes me sad to know that its gone. Its glow had me mesmerized; its whisper tamed me. The wind as it passed me by would howl, sending chills down my body and then I would freeze in place. Without even one breath I could feel my heart sink into my stomach. Still searching for the star that once took place in my heart, I come to realize that its never coming back it is buried deep into my shadow.

A few favorite quotes

"Keep close to natures heart...and break clear away once in awhile, and climb a mountain or spend a week in the woods. Wash your spirit clean." -John Muir

"Its not the size of the dog in the fight its the size of the fight in the dog." -Paul Bryant

"In life, God doesn't give you the people you want. Instead, he gives you the people you need. To teach you, to HURT you, and to make you exactly the way you're meant to be."

"When we are no longer afraid we begin to live"

"Never give up on the things that mean the most to you"

"I want to...Jump out of a plain, Ride in a hot air balloon, climb on the mountain, travel the world, speak different languages, make lots of new friends, and have an adventure of a lifetime"

"Love your enemies, do good for those who hate you,bless those who curse you, pray for those who mis-treat you--
Luke 6:27-28

"It's amazing what your own imagination will bring to you on a piece of paper or written in a book."

"Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They’re shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they’re gone."

"follow your heart because even though it’s
on the left, it’s always right. - the notebook."

"My life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars, points of light and reason. ….And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything." - Stephanie Meyer

"I used to think of you that way, you know. Like the sun. My personal sun. You balanced out the clouds nicely for me." - Stephanie Meyer

"With equal passion I have sought knowledge.
I have wished to understand the hearts of [people].
I have wished to know why the stars shine."--Unknown

"Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived."-- Star Trek

"Life resembles a novel more often than novels resemble life."--George Sand

"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover."--Mark Twain

"There was never yet an uninteresting life. Such a thing is an impossibility. Inside of the dullest exterior there is a drama, a comedy and a tragedy."--Mark Twain

Unknown: "Nothing lasts...but nothing is lost."

"You need a defeat to give value to your victories. I have to accept my defeat as I accepted my victories: with calm. This is not a tragedy, losing here in Paris. It had to happen one day, and this is an excellent season for me."--Rafael Nadal

"With great power comes great responsibility:
With great victory comes great sacrifice." -Unknown

it's better to break a man's leg then to break a mans heart- Red Paullard

Opinion

In life, God doesn't give you the people you want. Instead, he gives you the people you need. To teach you, to HURT you, and to make you exactly the way you're meant to be."

"To HURT you" most people would say thats wrong to be hurt especially by God. How could he do that? right? If we didn't have a sort of pain we wouldn't feel alive sometimes. Pain in fact does hurt, but without it we wouldn't have the life changing experiences everyone has to face sooner or later. It helps us find what we look for within ourselves, what kind of life we want to live, and sometimes pain is a good thing... it makes us think and ask ourselves questions to believe in something we chase after; something we need. So we pray for strength, we pray for courage, and we pray for what we need answers for. In the long run we hope we find what we are looking for. All these things God does because he wants us to go to him for everything; he is our father, he doesn't want us to reject him. Put yourself in his shoes and how many people reject you? think of how that feels, its not a good feeling, but he still loves and it takes courage to love when you've been through alot. He knows what that is like and so do I. Think positive and pray it will make a difference in your life and those around you. Thanks

One Cool Quote

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind. -Dr. Seuss

"Right Here Waiting"

“Don’t be in a relationship if you don’t think you can handle it. I don’t want you to go through something you don’t think you are able to handle. I want you to be ready for a relationship, ready to be committed. You need to do what you think is best for you and make efforts to be committed before making hurtful decisions entering in a relationship. Don’t jump ahead of yourself; remember things take time. I will never leave you, I am always here…”

Right Here Waiting

I can only wait for so long, there will come a time, if I am still waiting, to move on with my life and pick up where I last started. If I wait while I am still young there is hope yet for a future family and a happy life. I don’t want to have to wait like rain in the drought, useless and disappointing. I want to wait for what will be worth my wildest dreams. To have a life that is full of adventure and excitement, simple yet rewarding. I want a life long partnership, a commitment; I want my partner to be the same way, committed just as I am, to love and be loved. That’s all I ever asked for was the commitment of love and the bond of friendship for eternity. Something I can have, something to keep with me always and not to be taken away. The day that you are ready for me is the day that I have been waiting for my whole life, quit and patiently. We will have a happy ending to this life and forever we will be happy together just living on love.

12 Facts About Me

 TWELVE FACTS:
1. When I was a young child I was sent to children’s hospital many times.
2. I am currently a Sophmore in College.
3. The jobs I have had: I baby sat for 3 years, Interior’s by Design, Captain D’s, and I am currently employed at Limestone Springs Golf Course.
4. Pets I have owned: Cats, dogs, and one horse whom I called Ginger.
5. I own a crappy Verizon Wireless cell phone.
6. I used to hang out at the Horton Mill Covered Bridge before it caught on fire.
7. I have vandalized: I grabbed grave yard flowers that were on the side of the rode and put them on one friends car and on another friends yard as a joke and I never got caught. This took place about four years ago
8. I got my license when I turned 17. My first wreck I was on a dirt rode, my car spun out and did a 180 into the bushes; I had gotten stuck in the mudd, I was also lucky nothing happened. My second wreck was a major wreck: I had been sandwiched between a Chevy Tahoe, and an old blue car. The blue car hit me from behind going 55 miles per hour and another wreck was caused because of that wreck and one of the persons had to be air lifted to the Hospital because she didn’t wear her seat belt.
9. My best friend and I were over at her neighbors house and we did something fun and stupid. The neighbors had a huge hill that one of the guys set a ramp at the bottom of. For this hill we all got tricycles, bycles, and a wagon that would roll down the hill, we would then take off speeding down this steep, long hill just to jump off the ramp. I dove at one point and did a face plant, sinking deep in the mud; I was covered head to toe in mud, it was hilarious, and the most fun I've had.
10. I used to be in a few pageants in high school. I also used to go to football games, “Go Skins Go.” That was also when I would hang out with most of my friends and I would make new ones. My sophomore and junior year our football team won the 3A championship; I was glad to be a part of that for my few years of high school. I attended Oneonta City School and I went there from k-12th grade. I graduated with a standard diploma and now I am going to Wallace State Community College to transfer with a basic degree.
11. I am an Auburn Football fan and I always have been. War Damn Eagle!
12. I wear glasses instead of contacts because my allergies irritate my contacts.

and those are 12 facts about me.